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Fic Recs for: Panic! At The DIsco

2007-04-13T00:30:48Z

This is the main post for P!ATD fic recs. Grouped by type for your convenience! (Note: I'll be posting P!ATD recs as I find them, but I'll make sure the link is up in this post too.)

GSF (Which is so, so easy this fandom.)

hormones in key by flimsy and simpleconstruct.
~3000 words, NC-17, Brendon/Ryan/Jon/Spencer + Pete
Smokin' hot porn. No, really, that's exactly what this is. Featuring all kinds of kinks (heavy on the voyeurism), and also one of my favorite Brendon's ever.

Sweeter Than Candy, Better Than Cake by jzbell at sunday_porch.
5059 words, NC-17, Brendon/Ryan/Spencer, Brendon/Ryan/Spencer/Jon
Lipgloss!porn, Jon gets seduced, Ryan is such a girl and I want to steal all of his makeup.

The Great Hardcore GSF Odyssey by jzbell at sunday_porch.
Part i. I Slept With Someone In Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Brightly Colored Sex Toy
Part ii. A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Schoolboy Crush
Part iii. The Pros and Cons of Group Sex With Your Bandmates
~24,000, NC-17+, Everyone/Ryan (yes, even all at once) with established Pete/Ryan and a faint Brendon/Ryan leaning
First off, a warning: this is mostly about hardcore sex. Parts ii and iii feature double and triple penetration, which may not be your cup of tea, and I'm not going to list all the parings because my fingers would cramp. That being said, the Word document on my computer is labeled 'Oh My God' because, OH MY GOD this is hot. Mostly I'm reccing it for the incredibly slutty Ryan Ross and a little bit for the Panic! is Pete Wentz's personal harem (because of course the fact that they were hot emo jailbait didn't factor in when Wentz flew down to see them, not at all). It's long and it's dirty, and at the end you may feel like you're going to hell but it's jzbell so you know that it was totally worth it.

Crossovers and Miscellaneous

A treasure box of comment fic by beingothrwrldly.
~ficklets, G through NC-17, many parings, many fandoms.
A ton of really fantastic ficlets by the incredibly talented beingothrwrldly posted as a response to a "Guess the song!" contest she ran in her journal. They range from angst to fluff to porn to gen, and every one is really, really well written.

SPN drabble: Touch

2007-04-10T05:32:43Z

It’s Just Touch
SPN, vaguely Wincesty
PG, 149 words

Sometimes, when Dean isn’t paying attention, Sam carefully sneaks a touch– a light brush across body-warm tee-shirt fabric as he leans of to get a look at the laptop’s screen, an easy shoulder nudge at the gas station – just because he can. That Dean lets him (Dean, who doesn’t let anyone get that close) that he comfortably allows him these little affections, even on an unconscious level, squeezes something in Sam’s chest, hot and tight and achy, and leaves him stupid and smiling.

Sometimes, Dean does catch these little touches, but always after the fact; there’s a way Sammy smiles, quick and soft, that tells him. But often he feels the sudden absence first; he’ll catch himself reaching for a fading mark of heat and pressure without ever having noticed the touch itself.

And really, that says everything.

(Honestly, it’s no wonder people keep mistaking them for a couple.)

It Begins: an introductory post

2007-04-10T05:06:50Z

"Hi, my name is Cat and I have a crush on the Panic! At the Disco fandom."

Wait, maybe I should start at the beginning.

Almost five years ago, when I was a wee and innocent sophomore in high school, a friend was enthusing about some Japanese cartoon show called "Gundam Wing". Like I said, I was as yet an innocent ans so when she asked me if two guys "you know, kissing or whatever" freaked me out I raised an eyebrow but let curiosity drag me down what would become an increasingly slippery road to the special fluffy hell reserved for hopeless fangirls like myself. That was back in the day of Smoochies and late nights sifting through ff.net, when I discovered forums and soaked up terminology like a sponge, when blue_soaring and ponderosa121 had their own file folders on my harddrive (they still do) and I worked my way through pretty much every fic Dacia had archived on A Little Piece of Gundam Wing.
Gundam Wing (to this day my favorite fandom) was quickly followed by various other anime fandoms that even I can't remember anymore (except Yu Yu Hakusho which I did write fic for, and now when I read it I want to curl up and cry a little), then the treacherous waters of the Harry Potter fandom, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Good Omens and the many miscellaneous fandoms that I dipped a toe in while following a particular author or artist.

Then came college and my time to spend on the internet dwindled to a few hours on the weekend, if I was lucky. I stopped checking the fansites and story archives that had been my main access to the fandoms.

Then, right around the time I was finishing up the academic year and getting ready to take a leave of absence, my LiveJournal friendslist (mostly ladyjaida of Shoe Box Project fame) started flailing about some show called Supernatural. Since I fangirl ladyjaida like there's no tomorrow, I torrented the entire first season after finals week.
A few days later I was hooked. But not so much on the show as on the ridiculous fannish glee of ladyjaida and sevenfists and the rest. They'd squeal and I'd run off to watch the episode so I'd know what they're talking about. Basically, I fan the fans*. I'm the ultimate voyeur, fluent in at least eight fandoms and now -for the first time ever- I'm going to actually join in the fun.
(My current obsession with Panic! At the Disco happened the same way and it entirely sevenfists's fault.)

I currently have no less than nine fics in progress in Supernatural (mostly porn), Gundam Wing (a giant AU, a few cracked out one-shots and a post-EW series) and yes, even one ridiculous epic in Harry Potter.
In addition to fic, I'll be posting recs and links to my favorite fandom superstars, and maybe even some meta. Who knows what could happen.

Welcome to Catamarific. Please, sit back and enjoy the ride.

*(As far as I know, I am the first ~~admitted~~ documented case of a fan of the fandom rather then the original show/series/book/band/etc. I'm still trying to figure out what to call it, though I'm close to settling on betafan. Suggestions are welcome, though.)